From the first session, we understand that one day we will say goodbye. That ending may come after six sessions, six months or six years. Ideally, it arrives because life is more manageable, relationships healthier, confidence stronger or simply because the steady support that was once essential is no longer needed in the same way.

As therapists, we spend a great deal of time thinking about endings. We don't simply stop. We prepare. We notice and validate progress. We begin talking about the ending long before the final session arrives. We make sure there is a gradual runway rather than an abrupt halt. We explore feelings that arise about separation, recognise what has changed, think together about what might still feel vulnerable and discuss what support might look like if life becomes difficult again in the future.

Sometimes that means reducing sessions from weekly to fortnightly, then perhaps monthly. We agree to finish while making it clear that the door remains open should circumstances change. Therapy is not about cutting people loose. It is about helping them realise they can stand on their own while knowing support is still there if they need it.

What about us?

So conversations about endings quite rightly focus on the client's needs. There is however, another ending in the story that is spoken about far less. The therapist's.

But therapists are only human too. Over weeks, months and sometimes years, we come to know people extraordinarily well. We witness moments that perhaps nobody else has ever seen. We sit alongside heartbreak, grief, depression, loss, anxiety, joy, hope and resilience. We celebrate new jobs, new babies, repaired relationships, a return to health, reconciliations and quiet victories that may seem small to the outside world but we understand the enormous courage within them.

We know our clients at their most vulnerable. And then one day they bound happily out of our therapy room to lead the rest of their lives. Without us. It is just as it should be. In fact, it’s one of the greatest privileges of this work to see a client no longer need us like they once did. There is genuine satisfaction in seeing them trust themselves more than they trust us. ‘I’ve got this’, we hear them say. Sometimes not even out loud. And that is success. But success and sadness can exist together.

When the door shuts behind a client

After a final session, therapists often find themselves wondering how that person is doing. Are they happy? Are they remembering what we worked on? Did that couple stay together in the end? There can also be quieter questions.

Did I give them everything they needed?

Was there something I missed?

Could I have challenged them more?

Did I challenge them too much?

These are not questions born from self-doubt alone. They come from caring deeply about doing the work well. Therapists are continually reflecting on their practice, discussing their work confidentially within professional supervision and often asking themselves how they can keep learning. Endings become part of that reflection.

A relationship like no other

There is also something else unique about the therapeutic relationship. It is deeply intimate yet entirely boundaried. Week after week we spend time together talking about the most personal and important parts of someone's life. We witness extraordinary courage, trust and resilience and we build a relationship. But we ourselves remain a blank canvas in order for the work to land. Our opinions, our personal reflections, our own lived experience are of no relevance and no interest here. Our steady, consistent, reliable presence and insight is what matters to the client.

A price worth paying

Of course life happens and clients come back not because therapy has failed but because they now know the healthy response to life stress is to reach out for support before overwhelm sets in again. As therapists when we see familiar faces again we hope their coping strategies have not failed them but perhaps they have new issues and they remember that asking for help is a strength and not a weakness.

Our clients leaving us is our aimand it is a privilege to serve others, we have one of the best jobs in the world. But although therapy is a profession, it is also a profoundly human relationship and some people leave footprints that will remain with us long after the final session.

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